Old Friends Are Best Friends

It is Tuesday, and I have not written in a while, life is not static it is dynamic and with a three year old it is a whirlwind.

God chose for me to Father a child later in life which I am blessed with My friends however took a more traditional route Married and had Children, in their twenties.

Friends I have known for years fade in and out of my life.

Some live miles away some are gone, some get it other's do not.

There are times you can be right next to a person and still be lonely.
and then there are times that time and space physically seperate however you are closer than someone standing next to you sharing space with every day.

Someone recently stated to me that they "Self Medicate" with mixed drinks to escape. then went on to elude that in the past they have contemplated suicide to "Escape".

My response silence......

I have no desire to lose another friend or aquiantence to suicide.

As I sit in station #4 My daily duties done and no TV.

I am plugged into My MP-3 Player absorbing all that I can.

I thank GOD for another day,
for my friends(past and present).

I ask for strength to sustain and balance my family which is being tested for the next year.

"Excuse Me but this is not the Life I ordered"

Till next time "HI" to all those that "Get it Got It".

Thank You GOD I get it.