"All those that wander are not lost"

Friday, March 26, 2010

Time.......

Time Marches on, Time Slips away.... If I only had more Time, There is never enough Time.

lately I have been thinking of how we move thru this world always looking forward.

Or thinking what we need to do next.

We tend to always look to our future forgetting our past and missing our "moments".

I have been blessed with a Daughter late in Life for that matter I have been blessed with Three even if they don't understand me.

(Hell sometimes I don't understand me).

Even though I watch our youngest every day she grows taller and wiser about her world, never concerned what will happen in the next millisecond or what she will do tommorow, she is full of wonder and awe.

Her curiousity infects me in a good way and when she is at her big Sister's I miss her terribly.

As Her dad I try to gift her with the belief that she can do anything she wishes, cuz God Knows this generation of children need to be strong.

I want to teach her self worth and confidence lessons I am still learning at 48.

As Steven Tyler of Aerosmith Sings to his daughter Liv.....
"I don't want to miss a thing"

Time, like money is temporary, there are only so many marbles in the jar, so spend wisely, but don't be a miser Life is a gift.

Special Thanks To My Family.

Thanks Sarah for Reminding me of the Blog time that has passed.

Peace Out.

Tim a Student of Life.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Old Friends Are Best Friends

It is Tuesday, and I have not written in a while, life is not static it is dynamic and with a three year old it is a whirlwind.

God chose for me to Father a child later in life which I am blessed with My friends however took a more traditional route Married and had Children, in their twenties.

Friends I have known for years fade in and out of my life.

Some live miles away some are gone, some get it other's do not.

There are times you can be right next to a person and still be lonely.
and then there are times that time and space physically seperate however you are closer than someone standing next to you sharing space with every day.

Someone recently stated to me that they "Self Medicate" with mixed drinks to escape. then went on to elude that in the past they have contemplated suicide to "Escape".

My response silence......

I have no desire to lose another friend or aquiantence to suicide.

As I sit in station #4 My daily duties done and no TV.

I am plugged into My MP-3 Player absorbing all that I can.

I thank GOD for another day,
for my friends(past and present).

I ask for strength to sustain and balance my family which is being tested for the next year.

"Excuse Me but this is not the Life I ordered"

Till next time "HI" to all those that "Get it Got It".

Thank You GOD I get it.